Friday, January 29, 2016

Summer aloha

It's been awhile since I posted.  Too long.  My guilt kicked in this morning as I lay in bed thinking about how life is changing all around me and how it is still changing back home.  Changes I do not get to witness.

I am going to become an Auntie for the second time very soon, yet I have only met my nephew once.  Friends have gotten married and I have never met their partners.  For some, careers have skyrocketed and I can't be there to encourage and support and rejoice in small and large victories.  People get older, move around, break up, get sick.  I miss them all.  I miss you.

So much has been happening here but yet it feels like nothing.  I guess it is hard to see your own world turning when you are looking down at your feet making sure you don't fall.

What's new?  I left a job that depressed me and got a new one that is amazing.  Except for the hours.  Part-time is luxurious but doesn't help when it comes to saving for the future.  Guy is finishing his course, working 2 jobs, editing some wedding videos and thinking about his next large job-related steps. Ness is losing weight, but in a good way.  Moving from a studio, to a two bedroom flat, to a three bedroom house (where I purposely place litter box, water bowl and food container at different ends of the house) helps a heap.

We move into a smaller two-story house next week.  It should be easier to heat so we don't freeze through another winter.  Last winter was miserable.  Guy and myself have very different moving styles which makes moving day that much of an extra challenge.  This will also be the first places, since my childhood home, to have stairs.  I'll keep you posted on how Ness reacts.

Leslie came to visit three months ago and it was the best heartwarming week I didn't want to end.

I have no idea what the future holds for me so here is a fun kiwi fact: No part of NZ is more than 128 km (79 miles) from the sea.  Whoa.

Another fun kiwi fact: About one-third of NZ is protected national park.  It's really pretty.

Here's another:  I am still desperately in love with Guy and do not regret moving here.  I don't know when I will visit the states next so please come see me.  Here are photos.

One pirate and two ninjas

Last summer at the Cook family bach

Wellington

Guy and his niece

Under the Deer Head winning trivia!

Cat selfie

Wintery anniversary

All Blacks support group at 5am

Jesbo and Dropsh*t

Cook family flock

I planted CA poppies for a bit of home

Master of the Mackenzie basin



Green views

Aloha


Tuesday, January 6, 2015

California 2014


I miss you all already.

Catching up

It has been much too long since I've last posted.  

Recently Guy and I had a whirlwind trip to California where we got to hug many people.  Several days in San Francisco filled with bars, hangovers, parks, Russian bathhouses, burritos and terrible street parking.  Then it was off to LA for a day at Disneyland and a day at California's Adventure.  But that wasn't all, we also had a mini performance by Skinny Bitch Jesus Meeting (my favorite sketch group, look them up), brunch, a nice dinner with friends, and lots of hugs.  After that, we kept driving South to Encinitas.  Guy met my family at a Pattison Pizza Party, slept in my childhood room, and saw the iconic Moonlight Beach sunset.  Encinitas was filled with reminiscing with family, mostly my sister late one night, burritos, hugs, tears, and a wee sleep it.  But you think we stopped there?  Nope.  We also had a Sunday brunch hosted by Amanda and a wedding to attend for Alex & Alex.  

I can't believe how much we fit in to 10 days.  I know I didn't spend enough time with people and that hurts my heart.  If I could I would have a week with everybody to catch up but I guess that is not in the cards for me just yet.  

After our crazy quick trip, I got a new job!  I am now working as an administrator to an artsy college here in Christchurch.  It is a small office and I came in the week of graduation.  Needless to say, I was thrown into the thick of it real quick.  My new colleagues are super nice, even as I am still learning their names and faces, but it is very different to work with young adults in an educational setting as opposed to little kids.  I still miss the joy that children have when they lose a tooth.  

I get to walk into work everyday alongside the park, I often see friends I know on their way to work which always reminds me what a small place Christchurch is.  I get to witness roadworks going up and coming down several weeks later as the city is rebuild one small section at a time.  Summer is definitely here with sunrises at 5:30am and sunsets at 9:15pm.  Recently temperatures were in the high 20's/low 30's and we went to the beach!  I am now golden tanned.  A tan I have not had since I was 16, well not since San Francisco came into my life. 

Guy is still plugging along at his job.  No news there but maybe in the near future there may be some developments.  But I'll write about that when a decision has been made.

Ness has had her own set of ups and downs.  We believe a neighbourhood cat got into the house, when the back door was left open, and sprayed at least three times in the hallway WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING.  The smell has been throwing off Ness and she became super agitated at daily life, re-spraying over the outdoor cat's marks, being very un-Ness.  After lots of worrying her humans bought Feliway and Ness is getting better.  Who knew that a synthetic cat pheromone could work so well!  Unfortunately she is still spraying, I'm still cleaning carpets but after an expensive trip to the vet (where Ness got her first xray) we have antibiotics and other inflammatory medicines.  Hopefully she'll beat this nasty UTI but so far, half way into treatment, she is less chatty and with an increase of lap cuddles.  Ness is even starting to have hair re-grow on her catfolds and has lost a bit of weight!  She is a new agile cat, may it continue to be a good and happy thing with no more urine soaked carpet.

Other than this, we still are in our crappy little flat and Guy has promised me we will move in February.  Rent prices will hopefully be coming down soon and we can find a cute place that is still within walking distance to work.  

Sunday, June 29, 2014

A year

Two years and a week ago I was attending my 10 year high school reunion and feeling a bit lost.
KW, KH, AP: SDA 2002
Two years ago I was in Spain, first by myself, then with strangers on a tour bus, then with close friends. Who would have thought that two years down the line my whole life would be different?


Two years ago I met a man who improves me in almost every way possible. Two years ago I started the longest relationship in my life.

One year ago I moved across the world to live in a country I had never visited before. One year ago I took a chance and put my faith into the unknown.


So what is a typical day in my new life like? After trying to sleep in as much as possible after Guy has left, I hop on my bike and go to work. Recently it has been cold. Like super cold. Like holy cow I have never dealt with constant coldness like this before. But I am trying to be a trooper and not let it get to me. My biggest rule of thumb is that I will not bike to work unless it is at least 1° C (33° – 34° F). I rug up as much as possible with gloves, scarves, beanies and a jacket. My biggest saving grace is that bike warms up my soul and I don’t feel the numbing effects of the wind, as much.

Then it is off to work. I had a month off of bumming around Christchurch when I first got here but then I got a full time job at an Insurance Company. I was told from the recruitment company I’d only be here for three months which is why I agreed to it. Because... insurance, c’mon. But I have been here for 11 months. I have learned heaps and consider myself partially a hero in helping people rebuild and repair their homes from the Christchurch earthquakes in 2011 and 2012. After 8 hours of moving spreadsheets around and talking to strangers on the phone I bike home (only 70% of the time is it raining).

Then I pet Ness. Think about dinner and wait for Guy to get home. Then it’s the gym, a home-cooked meal, an episode of our current TV show (Orange is the New Black, Game of Thrones, True Blood, House of Cards, etc), a shower and bed. Nothing else too exciting but I am starting to love my rut.
Sleeping in a sunbeam

Only a few things could improve my rut, number one being friends. I do have a few close people I can count on here in Christchurch but not nearly the same friend and family support group I had back home. The hardest part about making new friends is that a deep dark part of you feels like you’d be forgetting the old friends. I often think about those back home. More often than I’d like to admit. I think about old friends’ faces, laughs, habits, clothes, drinks of choice, their significant others, their pets. And I miss it all. Sometimes these beloved friends message me and I get so sad about how much I miss them I don’t respond right away. Then I feel I am ignoring them and that makes me so sad. It is a vicious sad-cycle I have put myself in. The time difference doesn’t help either. I find myself pushing away those I love so much because it hurts to have them so far away. Does this happen to all 30 year olds? Life is hard when you have so much love in your heart and no outlet besides a select few. I’m sure Ness is being cuddled more than ever here in NZ.



But don’t get me wrong, this past year has taught me so much about myself and what I can do and what I love. I can bake and cook awesomely. Some primo dinners I can whip up are tacos, spaghetti sauce, cottage pie, fried rice, all from scratch. Same goes for my baked goods: apple pie, gluten free banana cookies, lemon poppy cake, moist chocolate cake/cupcakes. I’m a pro at this. My co-workers get to try most of my creations and I brag to say that my baked goods are the first to be gobbled up during shared morning tea. I also am getting better at going to the gym! Guy is a huge support in that, encouraging me to go even if all I want to do is curl up and cry or eat an entire bag of chips. Likewise I drag his bum to the gym with me, especially if he has had a bad day at work. I also have come to realize how much natural beauty there is in the world and how special it can be. New Zealand is chock full of beautiful scenery, almost so much that you can start to take it for granted. Oh that? An amazing valley with a stream surrounded by tall mountains capped in snow? Eh. Sheer cliff walls meeting the ocean in a chaotic frenzy? Whatevs. Wide open skies filled with fluffy clouds, strong shades of blue with a horizon of dark rain clouds threatening to keep you indoors that evening while you snuggle up and watch a movie? It happens. The nature here is outstanding. I want to share this special place with everybody, so come see me. It is just too bad that it is so damn expensive to get here from basically anywhere.


Oh and the wine. Have I talked about the wine here? I like the local wine more than I like the local beer here. Never thought I’d say that but it is true. At social events I’ll still go towards beer but more often than not I am grabbing for a glass of Sav after a long week. Wine, whine, wine. All in a typical week.

Oh and kiwifruit. It is not that big of a deal in the states but here it can be so very cheap. Sometimes $1/kilo! (Use google conversions to help you realize what a deal that is) Almost every day I have half a cup of oatmeal with a chopped up kiwifruit in it. This is probably one highlight to my day. The fruit gets all warm and is perfectly tart and sweet. Go to your local grocery store and buy a couple. They are magical. I want a kiwi fruit tree. And a lime tree.  Lime prices are out of control.



I feel the happiest and healthiest I have ever been in my day-to-day life and I owe a lot of that to my most favourite guy, Guy. Moving across the world to be with him was the right thing to do and I am grateful that I went for the risk. I am grateful that my family and friends, even though it was hard to let me go, encouraged me to follow my heart. I am where I need to be.

And now, this chapter of my life can be officially entitled “New Zealand.” I don’t know what the next chapter will be but I know that I am glad that I started it. I’ll try to update more often but no promises. I miss you all already. I will be in California from September 25th – October 5th. I want to hug you so let’s meet up.

The Pattison's and Guy

Ann & Guy's Southern Road Trip VIDEO!


December 2013 - January 2014

Thursday, December 12, 2013

A thought smattering

It is high time I post.  So here is a smattering of thoughts I complied for you.

Thought 1:
It still sends my head spinning to remember I am the one with an accent.  Every now and then when Guy and I are at the grocery store shopping I see people looking over their shoulders to me, and I realize I am the foreigner.  I am the thing that doesn’t belong when you play the game “One Of These Things Is Not Like The Other.”  I have talked to Guy so much over the last year I don’t even notice his accent anymore, unless he says some silly phrase that makes no sense to my American mind. Which takes me into my next thought,

Thought 2:
My co-workers, two kiwi and one UK, had never heard of the word “Ta-Ta’s” to describe boobs.   Is it me?  Am I the odd one out?  I have just thought that calling boobs ta-ta’s is a fun childish way of talking about what is on chest of so many of us. 

Thought 3:
There is no ground turkey here.  Well if it is here, I have not found it yet.  The other day I suggested to Guy that we used ground turkey meat in our spaghetti sauce instead of beef mince for a healthier option.  He looked dumbfounded.  So when I went searching for it at the store I came up empty handed.  My theory is that were Americans have a Turkey section in the meat department and New Zealanders have a Lamb section.  Yes, America may have lamb section as well but I can guarantee it is not as big as the one here. 

Thought 4:
Kiwi fruit is great!  I love my gold kiwis.  They are sweeter than the green kiwi everybody knows back in the States.  The outsides of the fruit aren’t weird fuzzy and you can eat the whole thing whole if you like!  The skin doesn’t fuss up my tummy too much.  At the supermarket when you buy pre-packaged boxes of kiwifruit they include a kiwi spoon/knife!  One end is a knife to slice the fruit in half and the other end is a spoon to eat your fruit.  I have never seen anything like it.  The perfect tool for the job.  Especially if that job is to munch on five fruits in a row.  I am not ashamed to say that I have been hoarding the spoon/knifes, I use them to eat my yogurt, and get sad when one breaks in half. 


Thought 5:
Wind.  Everything is about wind when it comes to weather.  Everyone comments about the wind.  Which wind it is and where it is coming from and where it is going.  Some of the weather predictions that crop up on my forecasts:  Northeasterlies, Southeasterly breezes, the Nor'West, ESE high winds, Easterly winds, Rain.  That’s basically everything.  And with each of those various types of wind the common New Zealander know exactly what kind of weather to expect.  But I am not at the point yet!  The weather is wacky.  One day we will have dry warm sun which we hang the wash out to dry, open all the windows looking for a breeze, drink ice water to cool down.  18 hours later I am wiping rain off my glasses as I bike to work in my cute skirt and heels.  Then at the end of the work day the bright blue sky is out and I am needing my reserve scarf and gloves I keep in my bag to warm up my numb fingers.  Ugh.  At least you get to wear that cute raincoat almost all year-round. 

Thought 6:
Roll-on deodorant.  It is basically your only choice here.  There are a few options for stick deodorant but those are the cheap brands with terrible smells.  I finally gave in a bought a roll-on.  With summer approaching it is the best choice for everybody.

Thought 7:
This is unrelated to my move to NZ, but, I just became an Aunt for the first time!  What should Baby Pattison call me?  Aunt Ann?  Auntie Ann?  Auntie Annie? Aunt Annie?  Nothing seems to sound right.  Welcome to the world Alexander Carrig Pattison!



Thought 8:
Guy and I are planning a tour of the South Island for 10 days!  Ness goes into a cattery, which she’ll hate/love, we go into a campervan and have the best time ever.  I cannot wait!  I guess I need to learn to drive on the other side of the road.  I did promise Guy that.  Perhaps I will practice on empty roads somewhere out in the countryside.

Thought 9:
I have met a handful of people who type in the oddest way: they use the caps lock key to make capitol letters.  For example, if they are typing a sentence about how awesome I am, in the middle of their hunt’n’peck typing they click on the caps lock key to capitalize my name, Ann, instead of using the shift button.  Has anyone else seen this?  Is it a learned trait?  Is it a coping mechanism that somebody figured out to make capitals because they thought using two keys at once was hard?  This baffles me. 

Thought 10:
Here you can buy fireworks, four days out of the year from November 2nd to November 5th for Guy Fawkes Day.  We went up the hill to watch the fireworks that the city puts on and were happily entertained by the small bursts of light from all the houses below across the city.  I am just amazed that no large fires happened.  The downside is that people buy fireworks during that time but then keep them around for longer so you randomly hear fireworks during the November and Decembers months.  

Thought 11:
I love my boyfriend.  I love my cat.  I miss my family.  I miss my friends.  I miss my work friends.  I feel like I am in an isolated bubble with the knowledge that there is a bubble very far away whose life is going on without my bubble.  Once it was such a large bubble.  I thought it would be easy to keep in touch.  Write emails all the time.  Skype.  Send photos.  I vaguely know what is going on back in the States but my life seems to be moving so quickly here that I don’t have much time to reflect which is why this blog post has taken so long to write.  It is hard to express the feelings I have for everybody back home because if I think about them too much my heart grows sad and I feel lost.  It has been easier to keep everybody at a distance.  The time/day difference helps too.  Thankfully Guy is a great rock to my wandering sad heart, reminding me of my adventure and how brave I am to try something completely new.  My life here is blessed but even when hard times approach and pass you are once again reminded how wonderful so much of your life is. 






Thought 12:
I cut my hair off.  It feels AMAZING.

Friday, October 18, 2013

My article on Stuff.co.nz

The other day my work email was down so I spend quite a bit of time on the Stuff, which is New Zealand's biggest news wesbite.

I found a prompt entitled "The day that changed my life" so I felt compelled to submit an entry since my life had recently been changed.  Little did I know that it would be published an hour later and remain on the front page for a full 24 hours.  Here is the link to the article.  Enjoy.

by Ann Pattison